02 September 2011

thank you

This evening I found a post in my friend's tumblr. I know she made that post (about Charlie St.Cloud movie), because she was discussing it with me while she was writing it. I gave my opinion and she asked me whether she could put my opinion in her blog or not. And I permitted her to do that.

Time went by and I didn't visit her tumblr for a while. Until today! Yes, that post was in the third page of her tumblr. Why did I go until the third page? Well, I merely liked her tumblr post, and the last post I saw was the one with Ir.Soekarno's picture in it (it was in the fourth page, FYI).

I read this Charlie St.Cloud movie review, and I recalled the conversation I had with her. I still recalled my opinion about that movie, well that topic, second chance. So the funny thing was...I was searching my name over the post and I didn't find it (I thought it's because I skimmed through the post). Then I began to read it all over again. And ha! I found it :p

"... But still, better use our opportunities gently because regret is always there before you have the second chance. Besides, my best friend said that second chance only comes to those who are worth having it. Don’t let yourself lose one at least."

At that moment I was touched. Yes, i admit. I'm easily get touched. But ah... I just feel happy to read that. It's really simple thing, I know. I realize that she's more than a friend to me. She's best friend. But hearing (well, reading) it from her is nice, very nice. :)

You know that kind of friend...
whom you can talk (almost) everything to her without a fear of being judged...
who have a conversation with you every single day, and those are impossible to understand ( no one, ever. LOL)...
who has the same dream with you...
who has experienced the thing you have experienced for your whole life (#LEP HAHAHA)

Yes, that's her, my best friend. THANK YOU for being sucha great best friend, Pris :)



28 August 2011

lazy Sunday

Pagi ini gue ke gereja pagi, unfortunately gue dapet hari pertama. Mood : senggol, bacok. Akhirnya super bete sepanjang misa (orang macem apa sih gue). Lalu sepulang gereja, gue jajan di depan gereja. Beli kue cubit, kue ape, soto ayam (fully recommended!), baso, sate ayam (dibawa pulang), rempeyek, keripik opak. AAAA indahnya makan enak saat lagi dapet. The best curer, ever.

Sampai di rumah, gue menghabiskan waktu dengan nonton Hannah Montana (hehe) and I like it. Bagus, dan sederhana. Jadi inget jaman-jaman Jonas Brothers lagi hip banget, good times. HAHAHA. Lalu gue ketiduran, sampe jam 4 gitu baru bangun dan... makan lagi. Makan sate ayam yg td dibeli di gereja. Perut gue jauh lebih enak kalo lagi makan. Obatnya perlu ngunyah deh yah, udah super jelas kalo lagi dapet. Hahaha.

Dan setelah itu sampe sekarang gue online di laptop. Nonton StandUpComedyIndo, dengerin KKK prambors, browsing. Dua jam lagi hari Minggu ini akan berakhir, sedih deh. Tinggal dua minggu libur. Dua minggu lagi, Minggu akan menjadi hari yang gue tidak suka karena senin nya kuliah. Damn. Masih belum rela melepas liburan -_-

I'll enjoy these last 2 weeks of holiday!

26 August 2011

heart screams

Kadang lebih gampang memikirkan perasaan orang lain daripada diri sendiri. sebisa mungkin gue akan menjauhkan diri dari hal-hal yang membuat gue harus berurusan dengan perasaan orang lain. Sehingga apa yang sesungguhnya gue rasakan lebih baik gue pendam dalam hati dan tidak gue bagi ke siapa-siapa. Terkadang lebih sulit untuk menjelaskan segala sesuatunya dibanding menyimpannya sendiri dalam hati dan melupakannya.

22 August 2011

Hidup sebulan terakhir

Nggak berasa banget uda hampir sebulan gue libur. Sejak semester pendek selesai (yang jujur aja, hasilnya SANGAT mengecewakan untuk gue). Meninggalkan rutinitas belajar di kampus yang membosankan, kehilangan nyawa, menunggu datangnya jumat malam, bahkan sejak senin pagi. Gue selalu cinta hari jumat dan sabtu. Gue udah mulai gelisah ketika minggu pagi datang. Dalam bayangan gue, "besok Senin. Crap."

Sekarang gue lagi libur, masih sekitar 3minggu. Kerjaan gue hanya bangun-tidur, makan, online, twitter, nonton dvd, les inggris. Udah itu aja muter-muter. Bosen? Engga tuh, gue menikmati banget. Dari dulu kalo lagi liburan, gue ga pernah menginginkan satu tempat untuk menjadi destinasi gue. Kalo libur, bagi gue idealnya yah di rumah aja, istirahat. Meliburkan diri dari rutinitas sehari-hari, udah cukup buat gue. Ga perlu pergi kemana mana.

September nanti gue akan masuk semester 3. Gue akan belajar dengan giat dan berusaha semaksimal mungkin. 2,5 tahun lagi disini. Pasti bisa terlewati.

15 July 2011